Tuesday, March 31, 2009

I Hate Myself For Losing You

"I Hate Myself For Losing You"

I woke up today

Woke up wide awake

In an empty bed

Staring at an empty room

I have myself to blame

For the state I'm in today

And now dying

Doesn't seem so cruel

And oh, I don't know what to say

And I don't know anyway


I hate myself for losing you

I'm seeing it all so clear

I hate myself for losing you

What do you do when you look in the mirror

And staring at you is why he's not here?

You got what you deserved

Hope you're happy now

'Cause everytime I think of her with you

It's killing me

Inside, and

Now I dread each day

Knowing that I can't be saved

From the loneliness

Of living without you


1 comment:

  1. I love these poems. Especially this one:

    This poem describes the feelings I had for this special guy, whom I will never forget. I am now living with a broken heart because of that one regretful day when I let him slide away.

    Broken Heart
    by Crystal Holtz

    I will never forget the days we once had
    The days when you were everything to me
    My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever
    But now I realize that was all a big dream
    The feelings I have for you will never go
    I wish I could take back that one regretful day
    The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms
    Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets
    That I would once have to live through
    The sight of you in someone else's arms
    Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces
    I sometimes wonder if you still think of me
    Or if to you, I'm just a face in the crowd
    I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back
    But for now, I'll sit here silently
    Remembering all the memories we once shared
    Everyday my love grows much stronger
    Hoping that one day you will feel the same
    And put back the pieces of my broken heart.

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